Discovering: Prophetic Wisdom by Graham Cooke

‘ “My people know My voice,” God promised. We serve a God who is dedicated to seeing us get things right. In return, He wants us to be dedicated to seeking His face. He wants us to live in the sheer pleasure of waiting on Him. To ensure that we feel the delight of being in His presence, He has given us the Holy Spirit as an inheritance. We can be assured that God will always show up and talk to us. We can rely on Him, live in His rest and peace and adore His nature. We can be overwhelmed by our own insignificance and marvel at His greatness. We can be humbled by our weakness and captivated by His strength. We can live with an understanding of how weak and small we are, and be fascinated by the grace, sovereignty, power, and majesty of the God we serve. Our present smallness cannot prevent us from entering the fullness of God….this is His will for us.’
Prophetic Wisdom by Graham Cooke.
Recently, a friend told me she particularly liked the way Graham Cooke expresses himself. I had to agree. He is gentle and kind, with a love for God that is always a provocation and invitation to me.

I thought I’d go back and read some of his work. This is a small portion from the first chapter of Prophetic Wisdom, the third in a series on the prophetic, published by Brilliant Book House.
Graham wrote a book back in the nineties, ‘Developing Your Prophetic Gifting‘, it was the most thorough I’d come across on the subject back then, but this series is more in-depth. It is certainly thought provoking.
I’m not sure where I read or heard it, but he has said that he used to travel a great distance to be mentored once a month by Graham Perrins, that he was the quietest person in the room, taking many notes and saying nothing. 
Isn’t it interesting that the people we have in our lives, the ones who we may think will be the most fruitful and who show the most promise, aren’t always the ones we eventually see rising to the surface, at least not for long. 

Sometimes it’s the quiet ones who make little or no impact at the moment, and seem to have no desire for great prominence, who go on to influence many people both in and out of the church.
I know of those who thought little of themselves and wondered how God could use them, or indeed, if He ever would, and now, although still tender where self-esteem is concerned, are being used to make strong ripples, and who knows, one day maybe even waves. 
How precious it is to realise we are perfectly seen and known by the only one who can equip us and work with us for eternal purposes, and as Graham said: ‘He is dedicated to seeing us get things right.’

All of our lives are in His kind hands. Even the lives of the quiet ones. 

The Bridegroom and The Best Man

Streams aren’t easy to measure, the Holy Spirit isn’t given to us in short and tiny measures so we can only just get by. He was poured out on Jesus without measure. 
Our God is a good and generous Father, the Holy Spirit is given to us in an ever flowing stream, we need never grow dull and dry, he’s never going to say ‘Today, you manage on your own.’
Jesus said: Whoever believes in me… Whoever, pretty inclusive really.
If we fix our eyes on Jesus it becomes less and less difficult to believe in him even in trials and sufferings. 
He is captivating. He draws our hearts to him and we get a sense of his loveliness, and even though the suffering carries on we draw comfort from him. 
He knows us, he knows what we are going through and how imperfectly we suffer, yet he is still beside us, loving us, and faithful to us. 
This is a major part of how the Holy Spirit refreshes us, he turns our eyes to Jesus and we see again.
He reminds me of the best man at a wedding, he is there to get the bride to her husband, he’s not there to draw attention to himself, but to make sure the lovers get married.

When The Journey Is Slow

You know those times when you are full to overflowing of what ifs and maybes, and an almost inescapable urge to go over everything just one more time. 

Times when, if thoughts aren’t plaguing you, then silence is.

Yes, you know, one of those times. 

Only this morning I was remembering a period when circumstances had left me feeling unsure and vulnerable, it was so long ago now, the situation, not the feeling, I can engage in those sorts of feelings almost any day of the week if I give it some effort. 

This was a time when I had longings for change for a dear friend of mine. I might have mentioned it before, but bear with me.

That particular day I was talking to God about how it all seemed to me, I was feeling flat and sad, wondering if things would ever be different, when I came across Psalm 20, I thought to myself, ‘That’s a word for my friend‘, then I corrected myself, ‘No, it’s my prayer for them’. I felt somewhat comforted as the psalm is full of promised change and victory, ‘All good’, I thought. ‘At least it is if it’s God speaking His ‘now word’ and not just me trying to make the situation better somehow’.

We know the desire to help and encourage, but how much more powerful it is when we know God has given us this particular word for this particular person. Now there’s an encouragement for you, not simply a scripture version of a comforting hug, but a word that comes with the Spirit’s empowering presence. Power to change, to heal, and even perhaps to create. 

His word never comes alone, it comes accompanied by His own presence. Who wouldn’t want to hear Him?

But I’m rambling, back to the story.

Later on in the day I had a call from a friend, she told me she’d been spending time with God when she’d come across Psalm 20, she thought to herself, ‘It’s a word for my friend‘, then realised, ‘No, it isn’t, it’s my prayer for her’.

You can imagine how this felt to me, my unsure and discouraged heart was filled with relief, this was a reality, I didn’t have to simply hope it was true, God in His kindness had sent someone to confirm His word to me. 

Why am I telling you this? 

It’s because I’ve been feeling a bit flat about the ultra slow progress we are seeing in our journey to the next thing God has for us. 

I’m not the world’s most patient person. I’m told prophetic people don’t tend to be, this is not a comfort to me. I’m not likely to stop being prophetically wired as it is how God has made me, and due to the length of time I’ve been less than comfortable with waiting for long periods of time, I don’t think I’m in for great change there either. I know, I CAN change, just not fast enough. You can pray for me if you like.

So, onto the other part of why I’m telling you this story. 

Last night I woke in the dark, I could see the bedside clock, it said a time which God has used before when He wanted to speak to me. Maybe you have this numbers thing, I know some others who do. 
What do I mean?

I’ll see a number and know God is saying something to me, I only have to find the verse He means me to read, not always easy, but He hides things for us, not from us, so I go searching in the confidence that He is waiting for me to find what He has planned for me to discover. 

As I remembered the truth of the verse He’d highlighted to me, I wondered why He was reminding me of it when He’d given it to me so many times in the last year. I didn’t pay a lot of attention to it as I got on with my day. I’d even let it slip from my mind, that is, until a friend got in touch and told me as she was spending time with God this morning she had felt this particular verse was a word for me, and proceeded to tell me what God had said to her to encourage me. 

I was bowled over, here I was again, reminded of the faithful love of God.

Don’t you love it when our Daddy God goes out of His way to lift our flattened hearts and to put a smile on our faces again? Only yesterday we had a friend get in touch with a picture from God to encourage us, and today, this. 

The kindness of God does indeed lead us to repentance. If you consider the reality that repentance means seeing things how God does, then I am being drawn to change the way I’m seeing things, yet again. 

Is this the end of today’s story? No. I received an invitation to contribute to an event which is right up my street, and also exactly what was referred to in the word from God, both in the darkness of last night, and then again this morning. 

How kind is He? Oh so kind. Is our journey any clearer? Not really, but the path is a little brighter when He shines His light and makes visible His careful forethought for us.

A Song of Ascents. 

I will lift up my eyes to the mountains; From where shall my help come? My help comes from the LORD, Who made heaven and earth.

Psalm 121:1-2

My help does indeed come from The Lord.

This is one of a cluster of Psalms written for those who are journeying, or on a pilgrimage.   

As a plodding journeyer (is there such a word?) I appreciate the intervention of God when He blows fresh cool air on my face to quicken my steps. 

Thank you Lord. Please don’t stop.

Tenderhearted Praying Prophet

What use is a cold hearted prophet?  

One who is willing to hear the words of God, but not to grasp His heart to deliver, rescue, or heal? 

It isn’t a foregone conclusion that if someone is gifted in a particular way that they have the character to carry the gift well and to bear the most fruit.

Jonah was this way inclined, gifted for sure, he could hear the word of God, but where was the tenderness of God?

Surely we want to be like the disciple John, not Jonah; the beloved, not the embittered. 

John started out described as a Son of Thunder. He was willing and eager to call down fire on some he disagreed with, but he was transformed by spending time with Jesus, becoming the most intimate and tenderhearted disciple. 

I wonder if John realised he was being changed and if he asked God to make his heart tender. Did Jesus wait for him to see his need or did He just get on and change him? 

How about us?

Are we willing to be changed?

What if God says He wants to rescue those we consider too unlike us, will we refuse to be involved in the process? 

Or will we stay in His presence, asking Him to tenderise our hearts until we are willing to go, to go and declare His word to those we might even see as enemies, and in truth they may be enemies, even if not our own.

We are able to grow a grudge, and to nourish deep resistance towards those who live in ways we think little of, ways of life which we know for sure (don’t we?) that God is not impressed with and so we can comfort ourselves we are sensing His heart, but are we? 

Will we resist God’s restoring word for them?

Our own heart condition will make such a difference to those around us. If we are hardened, who will they hear the word of the Lord through?

God’s heart to redeem is great and His heart is to see all people saved. It IS possible for hardened ones to turn. Look at Saul, who later became Paul. One encounter was all it took, but Saul needed Ananias to have been listening to God, and to be willing to go and speak to one who had been darkly impressive in his dealings with Christians. No one who knew Saul’s way with believers would have been keen to go and offer to pray for him, but Ananias had a listening, responsive, heart.

Who needs you to be listening and responsive to God?

Lord, make my heart tender. Tender to hear, to pray, and at the time you show, to speak.

The Radiance of True Forgiveness

Forgiveness is a powerful action. It transforms and heals, releases and restores, it reconciles enemies and refreshes tired hearts. It is the essential underpinning of our life with God. If He did not make the first move, we would never seek His forgiveness, nor anyone else’s come to that. 

It is glorious. 

When I read ‘ Dancing With Destiny’ by Jill Austin, I was impacted by what she had to say, I thought you might be too.

Lift up your heads, you gates; be lifted up, you ancient doors, that the King of glory may come in.

Ps 24:7 NIV

In her book ‘Dancing With Destiny’, author Jill Austin writes about forgiveness:

‘Go to the mercy seat. Throw yourself between the horns of the altar, and in the precious spattered blood of Jesus, saying ‘Lord, forgive me. Forgive those who have risen up against me.’ 

Then she writes:

‘Your wounds will begin to heal and the scars will begin to glow with the resurrection anointing of Jesus.’

Don’t you love this? 

At any time in our lives we have opportunities for forgiveness, either our own sin or someone else’s. The way it is described here is the reality of true forgiveness, not dull plodding forgiving, half-hearted in its attempt, but wholehearted radiant forgiving, glowing with the anointing of Jesus.

Further on she says:

‘Then you can speak with authority because you have forgiven. You can declare ‘Open up the gates so that the King of Glory may come in!’

What a word for us from the Father-heart of God. 

We want to be people of His presence, so we declare first of all to our own hearts:

‘Open up the gates so the King of Glory can come in!’ 

Life in the Spirit is vigorous and vivid, we don’t expect to amble through life ignoring our own sin, but to engage with Holy Spirit to turn our lives around and follow Jesus in every way. 

We invite Him to bring down strongholds in our thinking and behaviour, to show us where we need to change.

This isn’t a dreary trudge of ‘Do better’, Try Harder’, it is the discovery of an empowered life resulting from transformed thinking. 

Not ‘How much can I get away with?’, but ‘What could I be exploring in this life in the Spirit?’ 

Sometimes we can find life is neither vigorous nor vivid, but more of a quiet hibernating time while He works in us to bring about willingness for the change He wants to see. 

When He has done this we can know the ‘Glow of the resurrection anointing of Jesus’ transforming our scarred wounds into marks left by His fingerprints.

Then we find we are reminded of the power of our prayers, that in fact we do live in His presence, and in His presence we find power to minister in various ways, certainly way beyond any serving we might engage in from a sense of duty. 

We find His gifts and nature bubbling up from within us, causing a revolution. 

No more sense of duty, it can be an adventure and is certainly a privilege even to go through the daily routine when it is done in the presence of our dear friend the Holy Spirit. 

Where there are situations needing a breakthrough, in response to His guidance we say:

‘Open up, so that the King of Glory can come in!’ 

We aren’t those who wait passively for change but we are those He has charged with bringing in the Kingdom:

‘As it is in Heaven, so on earth’

Enter in Lord Jesus!

Journey of a Church Planter: Emma Whittall in Stockholm

I’m delighted to welcome Emma Whittall to the blog today. Emma and her family planted a church in Stockholm 3.5 years ago, no small thing I’m sure you’d agree. A while back I asked if she would tell her story of church planting and what the journey towards it was like, she generously agreed. 

It’s valuable to hear what it’s like for an individual to discover life is probably about to take a massive turn in an unexpected direction. 

We can tend to assume that our lives will progress much the same as they always have, but sometimes God moves in on us and does one of His special ‘and then God said…’ moments which He seems to enjoy. Listening to such a story may open a door in our thinking and cause us to ask: ‘What if God said something similar to me?’

  I was seven months pregnant with our second child when my husband first told me that he felt God was saying we should church plant in Sweden. My first reaction wasn’t entirely holy – whaaat? Really? I have to think about this now? But after I got over the initial shock, I began to realise that this was a very real proposition for our soon-to-be-increasing-family and I began to sense God’s leading too. Not all the time though! Some days it seemed like a ridiculous idea – me? Start a church? In Sweden? Come on, you can’t be serious. I don’t do that sort of thing! And other days, I felt a bit irritated by it all. I wanted to think about our baby, choose a name, plan, feather my nest. This felt like a bit of an inconvenience. But I had to let those thoughts go and let God take care of some of those things. It was as though there was only space in my head for one thing at a time. 


We know that it had to be a decision that we made together, just one of us being certain wasn’t enough. We both had to be settled and sure. So we began to pray, to talk to a few trusted friends who were wiser than us, to keep an ear tuned to God and keep an open heart. I found that God was faithful. 


He led me in ways that were personal to me. I’ve found that in major events in my life, whether full of joy or full of sadness, He uses His word to guide me, often it can be just one or two short verses that settle my heart about a matter. That was how He comforted me when my dad died suddenly. That was how He led me when I was thinking about marriage. And there have been other times in between. This time was no different. All of a sudden, out of the blue (although I suspect God may have had a hand in it) up popped ‘Be still and know that I am God’, (Psalm 46:10) in my quiet time. That was the verse God used to settle my heart when I moved to Shrewsbury, so instantly I was taken back to that time, remembering God’s faithfulness and provision for me in that move. So why not this time too? Another quiet time, another verse – ‘Here I am. Send me’ (Isaiah 6:8). This immediately reminded me of a prayer and desire that I laid before God in my 20’s. ‘God, I want to be one you can send, I want to be willing to go.’ I hadn’t thought about it for years, and here it was, right in front of me again. Was that still true? It’s easy to say yes when it’s theoretical, but this was a very real possibility. Was I really willing to go? Would I rest on God, be still in Him and know that He is God in the midst of all the uncertainness and newness? But as I meditated and chewed on these verses, my heart grew less anxious and more settled.


We saw God use scripture, prophecy, input from friends, and even Facebook to lead us. My husband’s Facebook page randomly opened in Swedish just after we’d had a conversation about moving – it’s never done it before or since. Over the summer, the evidence for moving began to stack up. It felt like driving though a town, and every time we got to a set of traffic lights, they turned green. Our question changed from, ‘should we go?’ to, ‘why would we not go?’ and that was a question that we didn’t have a reasonable answer for. Our daughter was born. We took a quick trip to Sweden. Our hearts and minds were made up – which isn’t to say it didn’t feel scary and huge, and at times, still a bit ridiculous (us – really?!). But underneath it all, we knew we could trust God, if He was telling us to go, then Sweden was the best place for us to be.


So now it was time to tell people. We were settled, our closest friends were settled, now we had to put our money where our mouths were and tell our family, our friends, our church. Now it started getting real. One of the conversations that I was nervous about was with my mum. Not because she wouldn’t understand, I knew she’d be whole-heartedly for us, but because my dad had died suddenly a few years before and the years in-between had been full of challenges and difficult for her. The last thing I wanted was to add to that, so the idea of leaving mum felt like a high cost for me. But God had been leading her too. She left Oxford around the same time that we moved to Sweden, and went to Bethel in California for a year, then came out to join us church planting in Stockholm. Now we share a house and are church planting together. I highly recommend church planting with your mum – we have our own personal cheerleader when things are tough, a babysitter on call 24/7 and a faithful pray-er. She is everyone’s granny and our little church is richer for it.


We’ve been in Sweden 3.5 years now and have seen God continue to bless us, to stretch us in many different areas, to provide for us and our children, to grow his church in our city. It’s a roller coaster adventure, but through it all, ‘Be still and know that I am God,’ is never far from my heart.


How about you, what do you recognise in Emma’s journey? Do you have particular verses which have helped clarify a decision and settle your heart?


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What Of Written Prayers?

Is spontaneous prayer the highest and best method of prayer?

A non-liturgical Christian resists written prayer (but not songs) and we don’t tend to easily take advantage of other traditions in the church. As I have discovered the benefit of some of those traditions it’s become apparent how unnecessary such resistance can be. I think I, along with others, had suspected praying set prayers or working your way through a prayer book simply meant you weren’t praying your own ‘real’ prayers. What a pity. I have no problem singing songs which have been worked on and prayed over as the songwriter has poured themselves out onto paper, so why should I balk at praying the prayers of those who have done the same as the songwriter? 

I know when I am called upon to sing my own songs, expressing my own heart, then however full my heart, I can find I don’t have the skill necessary to form a beautiful song, not often anyway, when Holy Spirit comes on me in a powerful way then yes I can, but He isn’t a tap to be turned on, He comes and does special things when He chooses. I see the value of written songs, they facilitate worship, they enable me to pour out my full and grateful heart to the one I adore. 

Now I have discovered the beauty and value of prayers written by lovers of God from days long past. 

I find that on days when I have no time to dwell long, I can use these prayers and soon I am in the flow of a river formed oh so many years ago. A river often ignored, yet still in full flow. A river which can sweep me into a sense of His presence when, left to my own devices, I might be struggling to find the words to express the as yet unformed thoughts of my inner being. 

Do I use these prayer every day? well, no, but on a day when time is short and thinking is abbreviated, then they are a rich blessing for me. 

I’m thankful God knows my heart and listens to my half-formed thoughts and sometimes half-baked ideas, but I am also grateful that someone took the time to put on paper what I might pray if I was able to think in depth that day. What a mercy it is, not to find myself floundering or inadequate in my words, but slowly to whisper my way through the prayers of a sister or brother who is some place else today, and who, one day I will thank for their work, much as I would thank a worship leader when they have helped me express my heart in song. 

If you’d like to explore this aspect of prayer, then Divine Hours by Phylis Tickle is a great tool to use. The link is to a Church website which has the prayers for particular times of the day set out all ready for you. Perhaps you might like to see if you find it helpful.

In all your ways, KNOW Him: Up close and personal.

I listened to a talk by Bill Johnson the other day, he speaks in such a way as to bring fresh vibrancy to familiar passages, after all who doesn’t know and love the verses which say this:

Trust in The Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight.
Proverbs 3:5-6

Even though these may be some of our old familiar favourites, we might not know just how special they could be if we heard them in a way other than we are used to.

‘Acknowledge’ can seem to imply a relational distance, like speaking to a person you’re only vaguely acquainted with, or at least not close to, a bank manager or stern headmaster, for example. Bill said it isn’t to be read like that, instead, it should be read like this:

In all your ways KNOW Him’, now that puts a different spin on it doesn’t it.
It’s more like we should understand it as sitting across a small table from The Lord, looking to Him in each situation, up close, intimate and personal. Not a distant nod, politely acknowledging His presence, hoping for His help, but companionship, intimacy, a knowing closeness, rather like the confident trust between a husband and wife.

Know. Only one word, yet to know someone rather than simply acknowledge them makes a world of difference in a relationship.

Give it some thought:

Imagine yourself in a place where you and He are sat alone at a small round table, you’re leaning in, you have something on your mind and you’ve told Him about it. He has heard you, you know He has. His eyes are surrounded by crinkled skin, made so by love and laughter, He is smiling.
Now know with a deep and solid trust that He will make it clear what you are to do. Meanwhile carry on confident that you know Him, He is good, and He will draw you in the right way.

Doesn’t that change the way the verse might be understood and experienced?

The talk is called ‘Giving Honor’.
(It’s a conference and Bill Johnson comes on after other speakers.) 

If you enjoy this talk, there are many more by Bill Johnson on YouTube, and there is also a Bethel app, ibetheltv, which has worship services as well as talks. Enjoy!

Encountering Jesus

Daily through this week I’ve been reading a gospel snapshot of Jesus.
I like to do this sometimes as I find I notice particular aspects more clearly than if I plough on through chapter after chapter.

This time it was simple, Jesus is all about relationship.
He was always with someone, if he wasn’t walking somewhere with his friends, he was in a home healing a family member, if he wasn’t doing that, then he was teaching in a meeting place, or freeing the demonised.

It is stating the obvious, but encountering Jesus makes a difference.

Anyone of these people could have heard of him, and possibly had, but it’s not until they met him for themselves that their lives were impacted. This brief interaction made all the difference for some, less so for others.
Maybe Simon’s mother-in-law didn’t feel her whole life had been impacted, I’ve no doubt she was grateful for getting over the fever more quickly than was normal, but imagine those who had lived long years being tormented and distressed by demonic spirits. How free must they have felt after the intensity of gloom, accusation, compulsion, and the looming threat of death was lifted from them? How they must have loved him.

Just a day in the life of Jesus.

No one can spend time with Jesus and remain untouched. Even those who find they aren’t willing to go along with him are changed, sadly, probably not for the better, just ask Judas, Pilate, or the rich man who wouldn’t make the changes Jesus said were necessary for him to inherit eternal life.
Each of them was more firmly convinced their own way was right.

I want to make a difference to those I come across.

Last time I looked, I classed myself as a disciple, and I’m sure if asked, you would describe yourself in a similar way. We are called to be like Jesus, he was most definitely an influencer of those around him, we want that too, don’t we?
I think we have more to experience if we want to have the sort of impact we could be happy with.
This develops out of being with Jesus, spending time with him, hearing what he has planned for particular people or situations and then going and doing what he has said in the power of the Spirit as we carry his presence with us.

I know when I soak in his presence I hear him tell me things which I would miss if I was in a rush. It’s not about not being busy, it’s about using the time I have in ways which bear the most fruit, knowing it will make a real difference. It’s not a religious tick box, but genuine interaction, I encounter Jesus and I am changed.

So, what was it I read this week? Here you are, perhaps you’d like to try some slow reading and see for yourself how it speaks to you.

Directly on leaving the meeting place, they came to Simon and Andrew’s house, accompanied by James and John. Simon’s mother-in-law was sick in bed, burning up with fever. They told Jesus. He went to her, took her hand, and raised her up. No sooner had the fever left than she was up fixing dinner for them.

That evening, after the sun was down, they brought sick and evil-afflicted people to him, the whole city lined up at his door! He cured their sick bodies and tormented spirits. Because the demons knew his true identity, he didn’t let them say a word.

While it was still night, way before dawn, he got up and went out to a secluded spot and prayed. Simon and those with him went looking for him. They found him and said, “Everybody’s looking for you.”

Jesus said, “Let’s go to the rest of the villages so I can preach there also. This is why I’ve come.” He went to their meeting places all through Galilee, preaching and throwing out the demons.

Mark 1:29-39 The Message

Believing Believers? Take a Risk…

Recently I discovered this note to myself from some years back. I recall the moment when I felt this challenge to become more of a believer and less of a sceptic.

I felt yesterday as I listened to talks by Ruth and Greg Haslam (Westminster Chapel, London) that I had a new tenderness of heart and was being encouraged to trust and believe what other people say they have seen and experienced, like Mary when she went to the disciples and said that she had seen Jesus, I would have been among those that didn’t believe her, at least you would expect so given my usual response to things. I know I’m not being asked to be gullible but I do need to be accepting of God and his various ways of working.’

It’s odd isn’t it, to speak of being challenged to be a believer when that’s exactly how I would have described myself for the last thirty-five years. But God sees our hearts and knows we have a long way to go before we believe Him in the way He deserves.

We need to take meaningful strides for this to come about, we can’t afford to be passive, hoping we will soak up some sort of ability to trust just by being in church meetings or hanging around other Christians.
We need to be willing to engage purposefully if we are to make progress and become those people we wish we were.

We do want to be trusting, don’t we?

What’s so attractive about being sceptical?

I don’t mean to say we should be gullible, that doesn’t honour God either, but to be biased toward unbelief isn’t our best trait.

We will find deepening trust if we will only open these hearts of ours and talk to our friends, letting them know we aren’t quite such hot stuff in the believing department as perhaps we seem.

Fear of being dismissed, or disapproved of by those around us, is a killer hurdle on our way towards trust, yet how can we grow if we won’t be open and real with those we say we are friends with? Those friends who love us and love Jesus, those who want the same sort of growth for themselves.. crazy isn’t it?

We also need to take our reserved little hearts and sceptical attitudes to Him who loves us and ask Him to do what only He can.
He is the only one who can genuinely transform our thinking for the better. It is a supernatural event to meet with Him and to have Him show us something more true than we had previously thought of Him. We can’t do this on our own, but we can begin the response to Him and start to make the progress we long for.
Thankfully, He doesn’t wait until I am how I should be, or you. He loves us as we are in the here and now.
He listens to the prayers we whisper in the night, He answers the half developed thoughts which have no right to be called real prayer, and shows up with them fully realised, fleshed out, kindly imagined in full for us.

What a Father He is.

When we see this happening our response changes, becoming something more tender than it has been before.
Even our worship will change, after all, worship is our response to a revelation of who He is, when He shows us more of Himself and His ways, we can’t stay the same, we find our hearts called up higher, we discover a need to express our love, trust, and worship, in new ways. We find a generosity of spirit towards others’ stories of the Spirit at work, a willingness, and a growing hunger, to experience more of a life in the Spirit for ourselves.
Jesus said:
9 “So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 10 For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.
11 “Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? 12 Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? 13 If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!”

We can afford to take the risk to ask, and keep on asking, He has said He will answer our heart’s cry with more than we can imagine.
We may find we become believing believers. Then what might happen?